8. Did Curiosity Kill the Cat? My Thoughts on Gender Identity

This episode is a big fuck you to the belief systems that have kept me small and cut me off from shining one of my brightest lights… that is, sharing my unique perspective! In today’s episode I share my thoughts and curiosities on the, all too often, off limits topic of gender identity.

My love for all humans everywhere, my deep trust in the body, and my belief that nature makes no mistakes have left me with much to say on the topic and simultaneously speechless at times, from what I see going on in the world. While I didn’t touch on the topic of (masculine) containment in this episode, that too is a factor that I see missing from the equation. Perhaps I will share more about that in a part two.

A few of the questions I explore: Are the “right” questions being asked? How does one know how it feels to be a male/female, boy/girl, man/woman? Is it possible to be born in the “wrong” body? Are we actually aligning with the fears, stories, and hatred that we claim to be in opposition to when we subscribe to the transgender philosophy? Are we actually perpetuating self hatred and hatred for the other by disowning parts of the whole (in this case, gender)? How can one be honoring the self while denying parts of the self (his/her gender)? What is the real fuck you to the system?

8. Did Curiosity Kill the Cat? My Thoughts on Gender Identity

7. Integration and Manifestation

In this episode I share how my block to manifesting was actually not a problem with manifesting at all. I get into how a series of events over my birthday week brought me face to face with my own limitations. I discuss how fear, shadows, and conditioning can hold us back and what I did to shift my energy in an instant.

I share a bit about the foundation I had laid and the noticing practices that allowed me to make such a quick shift. I also discuss how sometimes our blind spots keep us from seeing and/or receiving the miracles on offer. One other important topic I cover is how opening more widely to receivership is something I’m currently practicing as I expand into my feminine even more (although all beings have masculine and feminine energy, so this episode is for everyone!).

This is a short episode so that’s the jest of it. Have a listen, get inspired, and watch the magic happen!

7. Integration and Manifestation

6. Integrity with the Self

n this episode I follow the thread of “I always know what is best for me” into the theme of “integrity with the self.” I discuss how learning to listen to and trust my body offered me a window into my own inner knowing and an invitation to practice living from that space more. I share how making the commitment to live in this way has up-leveled my life over and over, and given me a peace beyond logic..

6. Integrity with the Self

5. More to the Story - Gifts the Wound Offered

When listening to last week’s episode it quickly dawned on me… there’s more! My story did not end in wounding and even thought I think I made that pretty clear last week, I wanted to share a few of the specific gifts this particular wounding offered me. So, in this episode I share how childhood rape and experiences of feeling unloved (via not being given to) rooted me deep in my body, taught me I can trust my inner knowing above all else, gave me the courage to voice my truth, and offered me a powerful understanding that I’ve always got my own back. I share a bit about high functioning as a coping mechanism for PTSD, the rite of passage that was my divorce, and how trusting my inner knowing set the stage for an easy opening to my spiritual gifts and psychic abilities. As always, I share my experience in hopes it will inspire you to walk your own path with a greater awareness of mind, body, spirit, and soul. Enjoy and big love!

5. More to the Story - Gifts the Wound Offered

4. Eclipse Portal - Revelations, Embodiment, and Integrations

I’m back! In this episode I’m diving into all things post eclipse (now that I can formulate a sentence). I talk about my struggles with keeping myself small, not charging a high enough entry price to be in my life, my struggles to feel worthy of love (or gifts, as that is my love language), and not knowing how to receive. I discuss how childhood meaning making impacted my life as an adult, especially my romantic relationships and how embodiment practices are helping me to transform it all in real time. I even dive into a bit of human design, sharing how my exquisite rebellious nature gives everybody an upgrade. This one gets juicy.

4. Eclipse Portal - Revelations, Embodiment, and Integrations